Soldier4Love In The Black Diaspora: And The Band Played On ! Jovanni I Luv U more

"I am not educated nor am I an expert in any particular field. But I am sincere

and my sincerity is my credentials."

Lord Jesus Christ Amen. Thank you ! Lord sometimes My Disabled friend don,t speak right, but I know what he talking bout , Lord protect our friendship Amen

Sometimes I don,t talk right, but my friend knows what i am talkin bout , why can`t we be friends , why can`t we be friends,why can`t we be friends .Help us Lord, Amen

government is instituted for the protection, safety, and happiness of the

people, and not for profit, honour, or private interest of any man, family, or

class of men. . .the origin of all power is in the people, and they have an

incontestable right to check the creatures of their own creation, vested with

certain powers to guard the life, liberty and property of the community. . ."

Mercy Otis Warren 1728-1814, poet, historian, patriot,

and advocate of the Bill of Rights

An Important Message - From Ellen DeGeneres (Gay Suicide)Liqitimi, September 30, 2010 at 21:40

The Lord Jesus Christ gave us the definition of a true friend: "Greater love has

no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. You are my friends

if you do what I command. I no longer call you servants, because a servant does

not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for

everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you" (John 15:13-15). I TAUGHT jOVANNI ALL i COULD N THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER , IT WAS ONLY CUT SHORT BY HATE WHICH I AM HERE TO PROVE THRU MY NOTES

Bullying in the family

Dealing with a serial bully, psychopath or

sociopath in the family

An increasing number of people are dealing

with family bullying.

The violence committed by a serial bully is almost

entirely psychological, for psychological violence leaves no scars and no

physical evidence. Most commonly the violence takes the form of verbal abuse and

emotional abuse including trivial nit-picking criticism, constant fault-finding

combined with a simultaneous refusal to recognise, value, acknowledge and

praise. Manipulation, isolation and exclusion are other favourite tactics, as is

feigning victimhood or persecution, especially when held accountable.

The

objectives of serial bullies are Power, Control, Domination and Subjugation.

These are achieved by a number of means including disempowerment, the

stimulation of excessive levels of fear, shame, embarrassment and guilt,

manipulation (especially of emotions and perceptions), ritual humiliation and

constant denial. When you live with someone who is constantly denying what they

said or did a day ago, or an hour ago, or even a minute ago, it drives you

crazy. When the symptoms of injury to health start to become apparent, the bully

will tell others you have a "mental health problem". You may be mad, but this is

not mad insane, this is mad angry Jovanni Is NotInsane He Angry About Sexual Abuse THat society acknowledges as acceptable cause he aint white, he gay,

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A.irritability ,psychotic episodes,depression,restless feelings,hopeless feelings,difficulty concentrating,fatigue,weight loss,trouble w/mouth,coordination problems,memory loss,difficulty finding the right word,uncontrolled body movements,vertigo or dizziness.very frequent seizures,forgetfulness to take meds.

I do the research because of our past relationship,(which was broken up do to homophobia at the center), and other stuff i will not mention at this time but i will later.he has memory loss an it is great,part of sickness hehas always confided in me till saturday,he has great loss of finding the right words to use because of sickness,he has uncontrolled body movements because of sickness,he is fatigued because of sickness,he has coordination problems (i watch him cause i yet love him enough to see to it he is comforted, since being there he has been taught by homophobes to hate me, an he is going to hell for continuing to deal w/me,the reality is death is imminent cause his sickness is not understood by any caring person but me an those i talk to at center cannot get out of my personality long enough to hear me say my loved one is dying cause of unnecessary stress,and inability of his coach to hear me when i said there is a free specialist in laport county that will come to treat him an straight out his meds,he is near death when you look at the combination of his symptoms,an the depth of them ,if his coach could get out of my personality long enough he could go to web md an do the research ,an see ,an now what about what he has been told of me , the last time he was drunk ,(the truth comes out when people are drunk) he kissed me in my mouth and said he still loved me , but the center ,or shall i say some of the powers that be is pressing him to stay away from the one person who has did 2 years of research for the health of a friend an lover,Am i hurt behind this ,I would say ask GOD of my supplications ,and ,this is just the tip of the iceburg of whats wrong w/ him and how its not being treated correctly,all those symptoms and more an I Am Considered The Enemy >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>WAr !.................>>>>>>>>>>>

Saturday, January 3, 2009 12:05 PM

From:

"lorenzo kibler"

To:

"cindy bergollo"

He is out of medicines,an states he will wait till Monday to get samples from his doctor that has a practice at the center,I left a note this morning stating I would buy them for him if he did not mind,(I hate when he has seizure) its not healthy and he is to immature to understand he has had so many he has done himself some brain damage,and needs to have a brain scan an let a mature caring person See or become aware of results,,if he discovers i am keeping you aware of his state of being he is going to stop speaking to me again,he was very angry at me for making his aunt ti-ti aware of his unconsciousness,an thats 1 of the reasons he stopped speaking to me,,its to cold to be living on the street ,i am doing all i can ,in my power to keep him from running back away FROM HIS PROBLEMS,they will not go away by running from them, please do not tell him i am keeping you aware of whats gong on ,w/him cause he will run back to the cold,winter has 3 more months to go,if he signs up for food stamps he can get medical assistance,but i cannot get him to sign up yet,other people keep telling him untruths about me ,so as to manipulate him ,so far i have never ever hit him,yes i have fussed at him for doing things to get him in trouble,i never ever took any money from him,i have offered to let him stay w/me to not be on street,he declined,the years he spent on street has somehow poisoned his mind as to whats right an wrong an acceptable,he flocks to wrongdoers easily,an that's my biggest argument w/him ,i been gone all morning,an just now about to go back ,when i get back i have no Internet connection,,i told him i did not call you ,,he need a true friend to keep him from being influenced by the wanna be thugs,tricks hustlers an the like,............................have a blessed year an please do me the small favor so we can get him on the right track,(we can do it)do not let him know i keep you aware of his choices,its not his fault God bestowed handsomeness on him but he need to know how to handle it,but since so many seizures has slightly did some mental/emotional harm he needs devotion,(bless the children.)

"I am not educated nor am I an expert in any particular field. But I am sincere and my sincerity is my credentials."

Thursday, August

27, 2009 3:04 PM

From: "lorenzo kibler"

To: "cindy bergollo"

Cc: "joey ramos"

Bcc: cheva.ramos@intpark.com, julianar0720@yahoo.com, Taina.Ramos@cna.com

Cindy U R Wrong ! I always�have

loved Jovanni !( It was not your business 2 disuade him from what made him

happy!) U took him away ?not caring that u were crushin my heart ! U & your

Mother have come so close 2 destroying jovanni ! Its A wonder He is alive ! I

Love Him! I Always Will ! U have confused Him More (he did not need No further

confusing ) U r Responsible ,Now 4 explaining 2 him u made a grave mistake

,thinkin only of yourself ,u have hurt him,what he care about ,what he love ,(

He always came back 2 me I Know Not where he is !,I always fought any1 or

anything 4 him ,even if I was wrong ,cause i love him ,I told God Himself I

would Die 4 what i Love(Meaning Jovanni)when it comes 2 Jovanni,I gave up all i

had an will have 4� 2 make him feel safe & secure ! he needs @ Feel that way

n order 2 grow emotionally ! U have stopped his emotional Growth ! Where is My

BabY ,IS He Ok ? why did u bother me & My emotions ? do U Not know & or

Believe emotions R tied 2 love or think black folks cannot love ,or is it

bisexuals cannot love ? what is it ,why I Just finished grieving the lost of the

one who I loved ! & Then u sho up,�,wannA help Jovanni ! Do U ? truly ? then

tell Him I love him (More )

Like Michael

Jackson said ! More ! And I signed Up for section8 so he can Live w/me

till I die & I want 2 die B/4 He does so I can b his gaurdian Angel ! How

is That�4 love ....yOU BETTER GET YO ACT iN TACT .....i do not back down

from.............do u here and understand ! do u know what tough love is

>>>>>>>comin @ yah